Is it really possible to put those two words–”blessings” and “deputation”–in the same phrase? To tell you the truth, I might have questioned that a few weeks ago, but a former deputizing missionary (who’s now on the field) helped me to renew my perspective by some comments she made about her experience. It’s easy to focus on the various negative aspects of deputation, but I have had the positive aspects taking front-and-center in my mind recently. The negatives pale in comparison to the positives. Of course, I can only comment on my own experience (as a single missionary), but that’s what my blog is all about anyway–comments from my own perspective!
First of all, I am always treated so well by the churches that I visit. Churches typically find hosts with very nice homes to house me in. And the hosts typically go out of their way to make my stay so pleasant and comfortable. Even if I don’t speak in a particular service, the pastor usually recognizes me and often even has me say a word. They definitely make me feel special. I have to be careful about this, because I don’t want to become proud and selfish because of this kind treatment. I always have to come back to servant-mindedness. (There are typically enough experiences on deputation to bring me back to this point!)
Second, I get to meet such wonderful people. I find it very exciting to know that I have friends in so many different states, and I also have “homes” in those states. Though I don’t have my own home at this point, the Lord has certainly made up for that with so many kind people. I’m so thankful for these friendships that span from the elderly to the very young. I really appreciate the friendships with the elderly, because I know I have met many prayer warriors. I also cherish the friendships with children. I am now corresponding regularly with a young boy in Gilbert, IL. We “hit it off” at a meeting in Geneva, IL, when I joked around with him a few times. Also, I met a young girl in Raleigh, NC, this past weekend, who waited outside my door on Sunday night with the hopes that I would come back out so that she could give me a hug good-bye. Since I thought everyone was already on their way to bed, she had to resign herself to writing a letter to me, telling me how much she enjoyed my visit and that she would miss me. I am so grateful for the impact I can have upon the youth.
Of course, I’m also thankful for the new friends I’ve made who are between the elderly and the youth–the married couples and the singles. Last week I went out to eat with a singles group made up of complete strangers. But by the end of the night, it seemed that we had been friends for years. The pictures on Facebook testify to this!
A week ago I had the privilege of meeting Pastor Robert Vincent’s parents. Pastor Vincent has contributed significantly to my life through the years, so it was a real privilege to meet his parents. Unexpectedly, I found myself getting choked up when I shook his father’s hand. I also had a hard time making mention of that encounter when I introduced myself to the church at the beginning of my presentation.
At the same church I renewed contact with a former principal–Dr. David Pennington. He was my principal in high school. After earning a PhD and 20 years of other experiences, I was able to converse with him on a more adult level. I also renewed contact with another of my high school principals–Randy Thaxton. I enjoyed staying with him and his wife when I was in Lansdale, PA.
Third, I’ve enjoyed renewing old friendships. Recently, I ate supper with a guy who was the basketball team manager for my high school team. It was fun to meet his wife and four boys. Then that night I drove down to spend a few days on the farm of other friends from the same era. I found out that they were at a church where I presented my ministry when their youngest boy came up to me to have me sign an AWANA page. When he told me his name, I quickly realized that I knew his parents from about 20 years ago.
I’m also thankful for the chances to stay with family. I was able to stay with my sister and her husband and my uncle and his wife. Both were married only a year ago, so it was good to get to know the new additions to our family!
Fourth, I am getting fed quite well in my travels. Thankfully, I have not put on hardly any extra pounds, but that’s not because there hasn’t been plenty of good things to eat. I’ve appreciated the kindness of so many people to feed me so well. Of course, I also enjoy the many times I get to eat out. Maybe some day it will get old, but so far so good!
Fifth, and maybe most importantly, I’m thankful for being able to witness the works of God in various places and lives. It increases my faith in His power and goodness, and it strengthens me to live more for Him. In some cases, it also gives me cause for concern, but that also means that I have more to pray about.
I have left out many experiences and people (but please don’t get offended if you are one of them!
), but if I were to include them all, I wouldn’t have time to do the ministry I’ve been called to. But hopefully this overview (mostly of recent activities over the past month) will give a good feel for the way in which God has blessed me during my deputation travels.
Speaking of ministry, please pray especially for our Chad field. The regular readers of my blog will remember that our Chadian consultant, Ouya Bongo, tragically died in December. A few months later a BMM missionary couple, who helps in a complementary ministry, had to leave the field because of health issues. Now, the wife of a BI consultant that has been on the field for less than a year is having a terrible battle with malaria and possibly other health issues. She might need to be evacuated. Satan is definitely attacking this field, where we are working with 8 different languages and are close to completing two NTs. Please pray for God to gain the victory on this field!!
On a personal note again, my back is still weak and sometimes sore, but it seems to be getting better. I see the specialist tomorrow to find out the results and to get guidance for rehabilitation. Please pray for wisdom.